V-Day Cometh

Well... St.Valentine's Day is closing in upon us now. Four days from now will mark the one year anniversary of the vacation to Arizona which consisted of: Dad ripping the ass end of the family motorhome off; all of my textbooks and paintball gear and leather jacket w/passport getting stolen; and Erin and I splitting up. As you can tell, I don't exactly welcome this time of year with wide open arms. I deffinately don't portray the perfect vision of a Mr. Smiley Glad-hands. Valentine's Day is nothing more than a commercial holiday to boost chocolate shop revenues. Girls get it nice, all the free candy and flowers.... but then of course they complain about it making them fat- oops. Good thing I don't buy stuff for people on V-Day! Don't get me wrong, I'm not cheap or anything- but no girl worth my time seems to ever be around and interested in being my Valentine. I especially love how Valentine's day is a day of love, when in actual fact St.Valentine was stoned to death by an angry mob. I bet he is rolling in his holy grave after seeing how people use the anniversary of his death.
All of this reflecting on past V-Day experiences and general views and opinions about it (coupled with some conversation with Jessica) has prompted me to make pose this question:
Why do all the nice people seem to get walked all over by people who claim to care about them? Think about it, people use each other all the time under the false guise of a 'relationship'. As far as my past is concerned all I have to say is:Fuck smiley glad-hands with hidden agendas. Fuck these disfunctional, insecure actresses.
So I thought I would leave you with some more lyrics, which I have chosen to interperate as talking about Lust/Love in general... personifying it of course.

Rev 22:20

Don't be aroused by my confession
Unless you don't give a good goddamn about redemption
I know, Christ is coming
And so am I.
You would too if this sexy devil caught your eye
She'll suck you dry.
And so you'll cry to be back in her bosom,
To do it again.
She'll make you weep, and moan and cry
to be back in her bosom,
To do it again.

Pray
Shall I go blind?
Pray
'Cause nobody ever survives
Prayin' to stay in your arms just until I can die a little longer
Saviors and saints
Devils and demons alike
She'll eat you alive.

Jesus has risen
it's no surprise
even he would martyr his mama to ride to hell between those thighs
(who wouldn't)
The pressure is building
at the base of my spine
If I gotta sin to see her again
then I'm gonna lie and lie and lie.
She'll make you cry
I'll sell my soul to be back in your bosom
Gladly, now please suck me dry.
And still you cry to be back in her bosom
To do it again.

Pray
Shall I go blind?
Pray
'Cause nobody ever survives
Praying to stay in her arms just until I can die a little longer
Saviors and Saints
Devils and Demons alike
She'll eat you alive.

My pulse has been rising
My temples are pounding
The pressure is so overwhelming and building
So steady and heavy
I'm ready to blow
What is she
What is she
What is she waiting for?!

Pray
pray till I go blind
Pray
Because no one ever survives
Praying to stay in her arms just to die a little longer
Saviors and saints
Devils and demons alike
She'll eat you alive....

'Puscifer' (MJK.)

Well that is all for now. Happy go fuck yourselves day to all those lovey-dovey dipshits!
-CDB